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Oct 3Liked by Adekunle Adekunbi

Thank you so much for this article. Suffering from OCD is not just about being a neat freak or being clean; it's much more complex than that. It is incredibly time-consuming and can drive a person to the brink of insanity.

I've lost count of the number of times I've lain in bed, unable to sleep, due to overwhelming fear. I'd get up to double-check that all the taps in my house are turned off, repeatedly verify my gas stove, check my doors, windows, and even ensure my TV is off (despite having done so before lying down). I feel compelled to follow a specific routine and order. I have to recheck and double check every single thing and even after checking and rechecking, my mind is still not at rest.

I can’t even explain the fear and anxiety that comes with OCD. The accompanying fear and anxiety are indescribable. Living with OCD is a constant struggle.

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Thank you so much for sharing your experience, and I’m really sorry to hear about the struggles you’re facing with OCD. You’re absolutely right—it’s so much more than just being neat or clean, and the mental toll it takes is often misunderstood. The anxiety and fear that come with it can be debilitating and exhausting. It’s such a heavy burden to carry when your mind doesn’t allow you to rest even after you’ve checked things multiple times.

I hope this brings a little encouragement: you’re not alone in this, and sharing your story is powerful. It helps others better understand what OCD really is and reminds others going through similar experiences that they aren’t isolated in their struggles. Thank you again for your openness, and I truly hope you’re able to find some moments of peace amidst it all. If you haven’t already, I’d encourage you to continue reaching out for support, whether through therapy, trusted friends, or communities that understand what you’re going through. Sending you strength!

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